I Have just had an extra-ordinarily bad day

and this leads me to want to say thank you.

One of the things that gets me through the day is DA. Before you feel sorry for me, I am not a nice person, I have to try quite hard to even be an OK persom. But sometimes even vicious vindictive ******* ******** like me have bad days

I fear this year has been mine for this.

I will not list the mistakes i have made this year partly becacuse it would take to long (i would run out of type space) and partly because I really like the people I have had contact with on DA and it seems unfair on them - DA is my light at then end of the tunnel.

so thank you, DA in general, and specifically you that have added me as a Watch (am too tired to find the emocon thingy) because it is you especially that has helped me get through. So Thanks.

Many people know the song: I Love myself I want you to Love me. Mine goes: I hate myself i want you to hate me.

Emo's hate themselves. Goth's hate everyone equally.